I miss you so much. Scrolling through Instagram I came across something that made me think of you, that made me cry. Walking Enzo today made me think of you too. It reminded me of the many times we walked together on that same path.
Sometimes the ache in my heart hurts so bad it feels like something inside of me is being twisted...tightly twisted. Like now.
As you lay there dying, you wouldn't look at me. God! I felt like I had betrayed you. You HATED the vet. You'd tremble every time.
I had to say goodbye to you, Rosco and Tasha in the same year. I think Tasha died of a broken heart. That was pure hell. It tore my heart to pieces and I'll never be the same.
ANYWAY Milo, I still love you so very much. I wish I had done everything differently. With you, Rosco and Tasha. I'm trying not to make the same mistakes with Enzo and Elliot.
I miss you sooo fucking much my boy. I wish I could touch you, hug you, and tell you what a very good boy you are.
You will forever be in my heart!
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