I love the desert because it barely rains, and having the sun shine is usually something you can count on. I love that! But life goes on. It rains, and people or things that you love die. My little friend is senile now.
She gets lost in corners and has very little control of her bladder or bowels. In my opinion, I can't play God and kill her for my inconvenience of having to clean up her messes. I live pretty much day by day and my happiness is dependent on my own making. That's why it's necessary to think outside of my own little white, middle class box.
The lightening is really beautiful. It reminds me that there is a power bigger than me no matter what insecure, arrogant atheists say.
For God's sake (no pun intended) I sure can't make beautiful lights in the sky.Neither can you! Don't even tell me that you can make lightening in the sky. Not like what I'm seeing right now. You would totally be lying.
There are certain things in life I must accept. For instance...I only get one shot at this ! And I really don't have control over anyone or anything except myself.
Sometimes that's a difficult pill to swallow. I would love to have say over so many other things and people other than myself. Oh what a wonderful life that would be. But I don't. And that's just a fact. So I will make the most of today and live in the moment. Because honestly, that's all there is.
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